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10:30 pm
just came home from english oral, haiz another failure i think, tat examiner has asked me alot of question during the conversation, i think result will be the same ba... wasting money to go n retake. the conversation is abt animals, walao, animals... wat to tok abt? cant u have anything interesting? haiz... but i didn't anything for the retake lah, even reading books....
i felt tat i am really wasting money to go retake, coz retake liao the result is still the same, fail! english is just a not a cup of tea for me man.... from pri 1 till now, everytime can promoted also becoz i pass on the dot.... n thinking of study english, speak more english, haiz.... fail english den fail lor, i also dun wan to care so much liao, cant go SYFC also dun care liao, i dun wan something which i not good at to pressure me... haiz...................
5:15 pm
oh... this post shld be posted ytd de, den tired lah so didn't blog ytd, but this thing i really must blog abt, its abt tat stupid lecturer i been toking abt...
ytd when i went for e CATS class, i purposely late for it, so tat i wont see him tat often, but when i arrive, all e class pple r waiting outside e class on e corridor, tat lecturer is late! oh yes... finally can shoot him, but waited until past 30 min, all of us was thinking tat he must met some accident so didn't come for class, can see how my class hated him? den we relised tat 1 grp is not wif us, altough we saw them before the class, they r actually in e class wif tat lecturer, over at block 53 which is e other side of the campus lor.... n we didn't make a mistake attending e wrong classroom, is it who has make e mistake, every1 was lyk cursing him while walking there...
when reach there, walao!!! he didn't even apologise for his mistake, n just asked us to start the presentation, WAT KIND OF LECTURER IS THIS MAN? lucky he got mark us at present w/o late, if not i sure left e class rite infront of him man..... stupid lecturer, e 1st ever lecturer i seen in my 1st class n i hated him soooo much.
haiz.... ytd i also didn't feel good, coz ytd was helping e wash the dishes, den my mama saw me doing things not serious n SAY me tat my 2 cousin tat can to my hse to stay for 2 weeks has much more responsiblility than us, of coz, she was comparing them wif us, i was so pissed tat i asked her to take both of my cousin to be her sons lah, always lyk to comparing me wif other pple de lehz....
tough i knew tat its was my fault tat i didn't do things properly, but tats 2 different thing lor, y they always lyk to compare me wif other pple de lehz? does comparing will make us realised tat we r losing to other pple? i hate to be compared wif others, GOD make us so differently, n they have their good points, i may have my own good points. of coz i can also compare my parents wif other pple's parent.... eg. other pple parent give their children alot of pocket money, have big house to stay...... if i say tat to them, of coz i am hurting them, n i dun wan.... is there so many things to compare? ya i noe, i may not be as good as others, so? i am who i am, i DISLIKE to change to the different side of me.... no matter how much i change, i will not be PERFECT? i am tired of all these change, change, change...
maybe i sound lyk i was sad or angry, but i am finel, maybe i am used to this kind of comparison......but i really dun understand Y DO PPLE WANNA COMPARE WIF EACH OTHER? so tat they can excel others?
8:11 pm
oh man, today went to school damn early, reach skool around 8.40 for 9am class, normally i will get there late by 5 min or on e dot. coz i dun wan to go into class wif u color, n give every1 a shock.... but den to a surprise, all of them also dun have much big reaction just normal normal, i think i was over conscious liao le. also got another guy also dye his hair, e color is abit lyk mine, but my frenz said tat my hair was not really red, abit lyk maroon color.
watever it is, i still feel quite good e whole day, nothing went quite of a surprise, till e end of skool, when my CATS module group leader called me n ask whether i can go library to meet them n discuss abt e project, den when i got there, they said tat they have not done the product, i was so mad lor, so long liao i tot they have done it, if cant do it, at least must tell me a week be4 ma, den we can do together. last friday i did call him n ask how was it coz he didn't ask me to do anything, n he just said tat everything shld be alrite, n now! presentation is not done, product not done also. damn! we r in a deep shit man. n tml we have to hand up e product liao lehz. n he asked me to do tonight, within 1 night expect me to come out my the product, shit them man....
hate tat group,
hate that module,
hate tat leaturer.
wat kind of stupid module is tat man? teaching us creativity, if creativity can teach den pig can fly liao lah, for the past 10 weeks or so, i was day dreaming in class, teaching nonsence n wasting my time, totally stupid! somemore tat dumb ass hole leacturer who think he is such a great n educated person, kiss my ass lah!!! so wat if u r oversea graduated? come singapore become a lecturer, somemore teach a yr 1 class for CATS - creativity and applied thinking skills!.....
on e 1st day of class, he told us to switch our hp to silent or off it, n dun sms underneath e table coz he will noe it, n he will confiscate it, n asked us to try him. after few weeks during his lesson, his hp rang, n treat it as nothing happen, n say tat it is a overseas call n asked us whether can allow him to anwer it.... wat a hippocrip lecturer! oh my! how am i going to endure him for the last 2 lesson?
i also dun care liao, if fail module den fail, i also dun give a damn care abt tat module anyway.... if the product was a rubbish n i will also dun care, i just anyhow do tat stupid product liao lah...
10:25 pm
haiz... just dye my hair yesterday, since its been long long time i dye it liao, actually tot of dying dark purple, which is normal black hair but wif purple color under e sun lor.
but den after dying it, it came out to be too bright liao, cant really see e purple, n i swear tat i really got dye purple lor, haiz... but i didn't came out, n became to be more of red than purple.... some say red, brown, copper, but just not purple.... haiz...
wat i think i need to learn to ignored pple comments sometimes, its not tat they r not correct, but just tat listening to this, n tat can make u damn confuse. maybe i shld be more of decisive, if i think is nice, den it will be nice, shld not listen too much.... n y shld i care so much abt wat other pple think of me? if i continue to think abt it, tat will make my life even worst.
now i am really tired of many many things in my life, i got sick n tired of so much of them tat i feel tat EVERYTHING IS MEANINGLESS. n i think tat i have changed alot, after these 7 months, e passion for guitar, passion for studies, passion for cca, passion for many many things have been died, just find tat wat for u r fire up for all the things u wan, in e end u wont get backwat u wan, but just a word..... DISAPPOINMENT.
10:42 pm
today just went to esther house to have steamboat the whole day, actually nothing special ba, just another gathering, eating n talking.
looking back a yr be4, really a year be4, where i cant forget the day tat we all went to watch fireworks, we were lyk joking arnd n having fun. a yr later, here we r here doing different things. the memories is still as fresh as happened ytd.
watever it is, times really flies, now here i am going to finish my 1st semester in poly, n nxt month sept i will be having holidays for 2 months, last time in sec, times was lyk running really beri slow, was hoping for holidays everyday during lesson time, now? i was hoping to have more lesson time, coz i fully understand e meaning of slacking at home for 1-2 months, really wasting time at home doing nothing, wanna play games also play until sian liao. n i can fully understand y need test n exams liao, which can give u a goal in ur life for u to work hard for, a life without a goal is nothing. right now my goal in life was to do well in every of my test n project, can get B for every module i also happy liao, also spent more time wif my frenz.
n i still not sure wat am i going to do for the 2 months holiday, really! 2 months is alot man, haiz....
11:44 pm
One day Matthew was in church talking to the priest. He was asking all kinds of questions dealing with god and religion..
Matthew: father is God in my house?
Priest: Yes my son, God is everywhere
Matthew: father is God in my mum's car when she's driving?
Priest: Yes my son God is everywhere
Matthew: OK, father is God in Andy's garage?
Priest: Yes my son God is everywhere
Matthew: father.....
Priest: Yes
Matthew: your a Fakin liar!! Andy doesn’t even have a garage
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My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year so we decided to get married. She was great but my sister-in-law was 20 years old, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses and would often bend down in front of me. One day my girlfriend asked me to go home (the sister was there) to check on some wedding stuff. We were alone and she told me that she had feelings for me and she wanted to have sex with me before I got married to her sister. I was in shock! She said, "I'm going upstairs, if you want just come and get me". I was stunned! When she reached to the top of the stairs, she took off her panties and threw them at me. I stood there for a moment, then turned around and went straight to the front door. I opened the door and stepped out of the house, walking straight towards my car. My future father-in-law was standing outside with tears in his eyes. He hugged me and said, "We are very happy that you've passed our test, welcome to the family". As you can see, the moral of this story is to ALWAYS KEEP YOUR CONDOMS IN THE CAR.
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Several men are in the locker room of a golf club.
A mobile phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker-function and begins to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen.
MAN: "Hello"
WOMAN:"Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes"
WOMAN: "I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?"
MAN: "Sure....Go ahead if you like it that much."
WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2005 models. I saw one I really liked."
MAN: "How much?"
WOMAN: "$65,000"
MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options."
WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing.... The house we wanted last year is back on the market. They're asking $950,000."
MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer, but just offer $900,000."
WOMAN: "OK. I'll see you later! I love you!"
MAN:"Bye, I love you, too."
The man hangs up. The other men in the locker room are looking at him in astonishment. Then he smiles and asks:
"Anyone know whose phone this is?"
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A blonde told her doctor that she was really worried because every part of her body hurt.
The doctor looked concerned and said, "Show me where."
The blonde touched her own arm and screamed, "Ouch!"
Then she touched her leg and screamed, "Ouch!"
She touched her nose and cried, "Ouch!"
She looked at her doctor and said, "See? It hurts everywhere!"
The doctor laughed and said, "Don't worry; it's not serious. You''ve just got a broken index finger."
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A man was shipwrecked on a island and was left behind with only 1 dog, 1 sheep and 1 rope! He however had no problems of food and water on that island but the only problem he faced all day was he could'nt have regular sex and he was longing to do it! Suddenly he looked at the sheep with his cunning eyes and tied it to a tree to do it!
But just as he was about to bend and do it the dog came to the poor sheep's rescue! the man got angry but he could'nt do a thing about it !After a couple of days he tried to do the sheep once again but the dog would'nt let him! Just when he was thinking what to do , he heard a loud female scream! He ran towards the shore and saw a beautiful sexy girl is about to drown and is screaming for help! The man heroicly saves her and rescues her from certain death!
The girl is pretty pleased with the man and says u saved my life and I can do anything to repay!
The man sensing his opportunity confirms ANYTHING? She says Yes! Then the man replies OK please hold the dog for me then!
8:42 pm
oh finally gotten back my common test paper,
computer operating system = B
programming = B
mobile application = B
maths = A+
damz... i didn't really study for any exam, n i did quite well. i am so tyco. watever it is... nxt common test i will tried to get B all the way, so maybe there is a chance to get to uni... but tats a bit of a dream....
7:54 pm
HEAH WEI JIAN MATTHEW
9th janary 1988
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